1. Where did you grow up? Was poetry and
writing part of that mix?
I grew up in Iowa City, IA, so poetry--and
writing in general--were part of that mix.
I stole poems off of the graduate workshop
shelves, filing copies of my faves in a
binder (which is still buried somewhere in
my parent's house--who knows whose old
drafts I have now!!!), and I had access to a
great bookstore (Prairie Lights) as well as
some excellent used bookstores and a
University Library, and I started to go to
listen to readings when in high school. But
mostly I think I started writing because I
had always loved reading, from when I was
very young--novels, biography, whatever I
could get my hands on, and that is thanks to
my parents who, though they are not really
poetry readers, are avid readers of
novels--classic and contemporary. From
junior high on I also got a lot of
encouragement for my writing from teachers,
who made me more aware of poetry. They
also believed in my writing and that writing
had value, which I think is very
helpful--sometimes it is hard to believe
that writing has worth in this world, and
the more teachers support it, the more kids
will feel open to letting it be part of
their lives, as it was for me.
2. Who are your poetic influences,
favorite poets, writers, artwork, other
things that inform your work?
Always and ever changing. I went through a
huge Czeslaw Milosz and Zbigniew Herbert
phase, a huge Anna Akhmatova phase, a huge
Michael Palmer phase and now I am really
excited by a lot of "lesser known" poets in
the states such as Myung Mi Kim, Mei-mei
Berssenbrugge, Truong Tran's latest book,
etc. Laura Mullen has certainly been a big
influence on me, as a teacher, friend and
writer, and I can't get over how exciting
her recent book SUBJECT (U Calif)
is. Cole Swensen is also a writer I keep
reading and never get tired of, like Lyn
Hejinian, H.D. and John Ashbery. But on a
very different tone level, I love James Tate
and I adore the recent book by Claudia
Rankine Don't Let Me Be Lonely (Graywolf
Press), both have a witty, dark humor that
is so full of the quotidian and everyday
language & events, but torqued. I am also
influenced by writers in France, such as
Christophe Tarkos or Claude Royet-Journaud,
though my work might show that less. I
think that there is a lively and constant
exchange of perspectives and ideas that I
have going with Remi Bouthonnier, too, and
just reflecting on how we see words pushes
us both farther as writers in our own
languages.
Most of all, I would say that artwork
influences a lot of what I do. In
Fluorescence, a lot of the smaller
poems came out of a combination
of artwork-related themes and language play,
making new narratives from the edges of a
collaged image, or imitating the visual
skewing of a figurative world with syntactic
skewing in the poems. Artwork is often a
place where I bounce off my own experiences
of seeing through language, such as by
visiting a show of Rauchenberg's work or
spending time with painter Keith Donovan
when he was working on Breugel-based collage
paintings, where their collaged pieces evoke
different collaged memories and images for
me that become part of a collage of my own
style and voice. I also feel that the
language-less space of art invites me to
take language through it in some way, making
poems that are my own experience of that
journey. I learn a lot from artists
and artwork.
3. When did you 'become' a poet? When did
poetry become part of your everyday life?
Gosh. Seems a trick question, though I am
sure it is not. I loved reading poems
starting in my early teens and often would
carry around this little anthology of the
best poems of all time--or some such tacky
title--reading them to friends and
re-reading my favorites, and I adored Emily
Dickinson and Keats right about that time,
too. But earlier even, I liked the rhythms
in prayer from being forced to go to church,
and liked to sing and make up songs. So
perhaps poetry has always been part of my
everyday life. I don't know about when I
became a "poet" and have a tendency to shy
away from that word towards "writer", but I
feel that only in the last 5 years or even
less have I felt like I have been a "mature"
writer, one who has worked and reworked like
a painter all sorts of little techniques and
skills and played and keeps playing with
those all the time. I have written my whole
life, but it has taken me a long time to
feel that writing to get entirely into who I
am.
4. Where were you educated? Was this
important?
I guess I have got a good education, seems
I never stop! But is it important to the
writing? In ways, yes, as it has constantly
taken me to different books and thus to
voices and language that expand who I am and
how I can see the world. But education is
something one always struggles to balance
with writing--people who are entirely
academic seem to speak in another tongue
than I do, and I find that perplexing and
frightening at times. Yet, here I am, a
doctoral candidate in France in comp lit.
We'll see what comes of that.
As for my past, I did my BA at Mount
Holyoke College in MA with Joseph Brodsky
and Michael Petit, two poets who were early
influences on me, as well as the nearby
UMASS poets in the MFA program that I liked
to go listen to when an undergrad. I also
did a summer workshop with Carolyn Forche
when quite young, among fellow students Cal
Bedient and Laure-Anne Bosselaar who were
far more "advanced" in their writing,
reading and just maturity than I was, so I
got spoiled by getting to be among that
group. Then I got my own MFA from Colorado
State Univ with Laura Mullen, Bill Tremblay,
Mary Crow and Deanna Ludwin as
teachers. Since then, I finished a DEA in
France (it is this odd degree which used to
be a step above the MA and one below the
PhD) and now I suppose I am trying to find a
way to balance writing critically, thus
reading in a close but different mindset
than I feel I do when just reading for
pleasure, and writing poems. I think this
must be working for the poetry (and
not against it), since I feel the the new
work I have forthcoming and which stems from
reading books on neurology and memory, could
not have happened had I not been working to
be more "critical" minded at some level.
5-6. How is your poetic perspective
different from those in the midwest and the
east coast?
You are a midwesterner more particularly an
Iowan how does the Iowan/American dialogue
as a poet with French Culture?
I couldn't say. I think if I had never
left Iowa but read what I have read perhaps
I would still write what I write. Also, I
can't say what the perspective of someone in
the midwest or on the east coast is, though
being abroad there are influences that come
from the sound of a foreign language and
environment as well as reflections on place
and origin that I may never have had had I
not left Iowa.
I think that being here in France right now
is peculiar, gives me a totally outsider
perspective on the US and my origins at a
time when it seems like America is going
through a lot of changes, for what seems
like the worse right now being that it is
enmeshed in a war, has a natural disaster of
astounding proportions crippling large parts
of the south, is economically shakey with
its dollar running at a depreciated level
for a few years, and that the Bush
administration appears to have no respect
for the environment, education, arts in
general and openmindedness on moral levels.
But most importantly, I think that the
slowness of France, which would drive many a
New Yorker mad I expect, is just the right
pace for me at this time in my life. I like
that this is a country which takes time,
looks at and reflects slowly on things.
Tons of people read novels in the metro, and
not just police novels, but the "classics",
and I like that. France also considers
lively debate imperative and having violent,
educated debates about politics, education,
environment, aesthetics, art, etc with
friends is part of an evening out. Debates
where we don't have to decide to agree in
the end to remain friends. If I could, I
would re-pack that with me on my next trip
to the states, as we need some of that--we
need to feel more open about disagreeing
with one another long enough to talk through
the issues and see each others' point, or at
least to try. But I digress--and here
things are not necessarily more ideal than
there, it is just that I am able here to
look out at what is happening there and have
a little bit of a sense of not being part of
it, not being responsible for it, and that
lessens some of the pain I feel about what
is going on and seems tragically inevitable
and unchangeable at the moment.
This said, being here allows me to bring to
my French students more varied perspectives
on the US, too. I can share with them
writers that they might not otherwise come
in contact with, for example. Finally,
being here allows me to meet a lot of
writers that I might not otherwise meet, not
only all of the French ones, but even
American writers coming from the East to
West coasts. Here, somtimes I have the
opportunity to help them settle into a place
for a while, organize a reading for them, do
an interview with them or whatever, and if I
was in the states that might not be an
option.
7) What is your favorite food? Chocolate
and rasberries.
8) Sports team or Activity? I have to
say, I pretty much fall out of the sports
team links--no TV and so never see any.
Love tennis, and used to play all the time.
Now I am just a run-of-the-mill gym goer
hoping to not become a desk blob.
9) Vacation spot. I love to travel,
being a Saggitarious. Places I am currently
dreaming of are back to Italy, more of the
South of France, a trip to Cairo and I think
that seeing Angar Wat before one dies is a
goal.
10) Curse word. Fuck, I s'pose.
Craft Questions
1) How do you form a poem? Is poetry an
organic or synthetic process for you?
Poems form in many ways. I write some from
a sound and go from there, others I used to
find I wrote after reading something or
seeing an art exhibit. I have been working
on 2 longer projects for a few years now,
and one uses titles I stole from a
pop-science book called In The Palaces of
Memory by George Johnson and making memories
(my own or personaes) from them, then
intermingling things I learn in the chapters
with those same titles and my memories.
Another project I have been working on has
been built out of long reflection and
meditation on the senses, each of the poems
is in 8 sections and has a focus on a
voyage, a sense and some sort of artwork.
But in generaly these 8-section poems get
written in a rush, after dense months of
mulling over the language and letting it
settle in me. Outside these two projects, I
have a journal, various notebooks,
sketchbooks, etc which I doodle in or play
with words in, and poems sometimes emerge
from those spaces, too. After a poem
emerges, though, that is when it starts to
take form for me--I spend a long time
ticking away at it, revising and forming it
into what it becomes. I like that. Give me
a bag of beautiful words, something can be
done with it, and something that comes from
an urgency in me, an urgency I perhaps
didn't realize was there.
2. Where do you write? Is ambience
important? Do you have rituals or habits
when you write?
Sound is hard for me, and yet I was just
reading about Edmond Jabes and Nathalie
Serrault writing in the metro because they
found it easier to concentrate there--not ON
the train, per se, but seated along the quai.
I can see that, but not live it. I try to
just get far enough in my head not to be
overwhelmed by the city around me, or so
that the city becomes part of the rhythms of
the language--but I think I dream of writing
in a soundproof room someday, to just hear
the words. And writing to music? Not
possible for me.
3. In the balance between found language
and created language where does you work
fall?
Interesting and ever-changing question. I
think all of it is "created" as in, I don't
usually go and simply steal and re-quote.
However, I used to start by reading others
and so ended up with a lot of stolen first
lines and epigraphs. My recent work,
Circuits, stole parts from George Johnson's
po-sci book In the Palaces of Memory, but
then got collaged and cut out and revised
and so mixed with my own things that the
lines between what I got from him and what I
have now, as in my own words, are very
difficult to find. So was the work in the
end found or created?